After an argument with my boyfriend about how these kinds of programs don’t work I felt kind of stupid for wanting to try it. I was really upset for a while, it made me think he did not believe I could get healthy and see some good results.
But after thinking it over…. what more the reason to get it and prove him wrong :)
Just ordered the program.
My goals: Stay committed to the workouts. Gain healthier eating habits. And of course, see some results. I’m gonna show em I can do it.
Wish me luck.
I’ve been thinking about what this means a lot lately. I’ve had a lot of ups and downs this past year and it got me to really start thinking about what a true friend is.
I have known my best friend for about 12 years. Like any relationship we have our ups and downs. We have been through bad fights, and we have both been bitches to eachother. In middle and high school we were so extremely different from eachother. I think that’s what friendship is all about. Tolerating eachothers differences because we care about eachother. I know my best friend held on to who she knew I was every time it seemed like I had changed. And that’s what i did with her as well. That’s the only way friendships like this last. She’s more like a sister to me than anything; I know she’ll always be there for me even if it’s not in person.
I think everybody knows what its like to lose someone. By the time one reaches adulthood we have all been through some type of loss weather it be death, divorce, seperation, or the end of a relationship/friendship. It sucks. By now we all know that.
To me, after losses like this; I’ve learned that I do not want to lose anything unless it is completely necessary.
It’s simple: if a person simply doesn’t matter to you then by all means, leave them. But; if there are any good memories with that person. If you shared intimate details with eachother; if there was once trust and/or reliance on oneanother; if they once mattered… why would that ever change?
I’m not perfect in any way. I’ve lost people in my life that truely did matter to me. I just wonder why we let ourselves believe we don’t care or miss someone when it’s obvious that we do.
It’d be nice if people could just talk out there problems, but that’d just be way too easy apparently.
